Spirit Killer

darkOne day you wake up just like every other day…
The day goes by and takes a turn for the worst.
Here you are thinking you are doing a fantastic job with yourself and all things that surround you.
You thought wrong.
You ain’t shit!
You’re not as good as you thought you were if ever!
You lack in more places than you thought!
You aren’t good enough and never will be!

Where do you get such an idea?
From the very person you thought you would never hear those words from…
Your partner, your lover, your best friend….
Or so you thought.

This person isn’t who you thought them to be…

I am so extremely and utterly heart broken from the news…bh
My spirit has been broken…
I don’t have the energy for much…
But I do know this…
I am trying my best and doing the best I can to achieve greatness and sometimes that isn’t enough for anyone.

That isn’t going to stop me from running to my goals…
It just dimmed the fire that I had in my soul and now I am lost in the dark…not knowing which way to turn.

It’s a shame when things don’t workout the way you want them to.

But ask your self…do you really want a fire fighter at your bonfire?

Me! My own worst enemy!

screenshot_20170226-152836Living this beautiful life as great as I can…

In love with love , loving the one I love…

Everything is not perfect but the way I’ve always wanted it to be.

“Hey…pssst come here let me fuxk with you for a min. ”

“Want to shake things up?! Are you bored?! Is there something missing? Are you just a broken person?! Guess what Im Gonna shake shit up!”

“I’m going to turn your life upside down…i got this.”

To my fellow self sabotagers…you all know what I’m talking about.

I understand!

You are not alone!

Fuck that MF!

We can fight him together by showing him we know how to live and improve ourselves so when he comes back around we can scream out “get the fuck out of here you piece of shit!”

We are going to live our best life! We’re doing it together!