Positivity in a Negative Mind

it_came_from_the_dark_mind_by_megrandyphotos-d3f796bHow can you be a positive person when all of humanity has shown you there is nothing to be positive about?
There are bombings everywhere, children dying by our government or by hunger.
A place where recording someone getting shot or beaten to death is rewarded by playing it over and over again on mass media.
How am I supposed to be positive?
My mind lives in the negative…growing up as a little one a mere 3 yrs old is when I learned I  needed to protect myself from the monsters who lived all around me.
I know something wrong can happen at anytime.
In the past few month’s I have tried to live in the positive and accept and rejoice in my little victories and not let the negativity get the best of me. But I always seem to find myself in this negative state of mind.

I try to shake it off but somedays it wins.
When your life has been nothing short of an Oscar winning performance it’s extremely hard to live in the positive. With the grace of God, the universe or w.e I will keep moving forward in this ww3esque journey to positivity.
I really hope that I will be the victor here and not the negativity that has had a hold of me all my life.

Me! My own worst enemy!

screenshot_20170226-152836Living this beautiful life as great as I can…

In love with love , loving the one I love…

Everything is not perfect but the way I’ve always wanted it to be.

“Hey…pssst come here let me fuxk with you for a min. ”

“Want to shake things up?! Are you bored?! Is there something missing? Are you just a broken person?! Guess what Im Gonna shake shit up!”

“I’m going to turn your life upside down…i got this.”

To my fellow self sabotagers…you all know what I’m talking about.

I understand!

You are not alone!

Fuck that MF!

We can fight him together by showing him we know how to live and improve ourselves so when he comes back around we can scream out “get the fuck out of here you piece of shit!”

We are going to live our best life! We’re doing it together!